Crucial Time

I know, it's begining of new year and still 25% of calander year left ahead of me. I know, it is very important for me to get certain things done. I know, its important for me get out of deadlock. I know, I will serve and give smile to alot of people if I Win! more importantly I know, what needs to be done NOW to accomplish my GOALS.
So, what is it that which stops me to get it done? I am sick and tired of stagnated growth. I am bound to grow bigger NOW, to give justice to DREAMS and thoughts which GOD gave me. I will kill trust of many people around me if I dont doooo....
Then, what is it stopping me?
Then, why there is noise inside mind creating grey patterns? (I know nothing great happnes in life with grey patterns, clearity of thoughts is a must to achieve)
Then, why am I afraid? why am I hypnotised with illusive reality of stagnation?

I know deep down that nothing in the world can beat me up! I will overcome!! I will win!!!

Praying GOD to give clarity in thoughts an calmer mind.